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Friday, December 31, 2010

So Long 2010

my Top 5 band discoveries
The Classic Crime
Attack Attack!
Mumford & Sons
Chiddy Bang

my Top 10 favorite movies
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1
Toy Story 3
Legend of the Guardians the Owls of Gahoole
The Book of Eli
How to Train your Dragon
Scott Pilgrim vs. The World
Alice in Wonderland
The Chronicles of Narnia the Voyage of the Dawn Treader

its been a great year.
lots of growth
its been a roller coaster.
many new friends
many bumps and trials along the road
Praise God
im growing into His man.

there have been many struggles, and fall outs
but He has always been with me

as i start this new year...we (Raina & I) are going to
try out this relationship.

thats so exciting.
speaking of exciting im chillin' at my good friend Sarah's house in Longview, TX
listening to Gungor
we are going to leave at 1:30 a.m. for Alanta, Georgia with her church college group to go to the PASSION CONFERENCE. :D
its my first time, and im totally stoked.
Kristian Stanfill
Louie Giglio
david crowder band

:) its going be fantastic
a great start to this year.
God is good.
im ready for my mind to be blown this weekend.

Have a wonderful first day of this new year
be safe
God bless

Saturday, December 25, 2010


its the last five minutes of Christmas day, here are my scrambling thoughts

i got $100 for ENTERTAINMART! :D
My girl Raina got Hermione Grangers wand
i got A Christmas Carol Halo Reach, Deadpool graphic novels
i love them, he's paranoid, schitzo haha its hilarious

Jesus is the reason for this season...

Greg Laurie has a wonderful quote about today. check out Lace Edges blogpost to see it
i have a fantastic family...both sides.

and yeah gonna read Beyond Words incerp about Christmas

Michael Caine is the best Scrooge

Friday, December 24, 2010

Super Love Part III

When you love someone enough to let them not hold them back...

thats super love

i have been shown this love...

Oh, I'm a wandering soul
I'm still walking the line that leads me home alone
All I know I still got mountains to climb on my own
On my own

Do you love me enough to let me go?
Do you love me enough to let me go?
To let me follow through, let me fall for you, my love
Do you love me enough to let me go?

Back from the dead of winter
Back from the dead and all our leaves are dry
You're so beautiful tonight
Do you love me enough to let me go?

Back from the dead we went through
Back from the dead and both our tongues are tied
You look beautiful tonight
Do you love me enough to let me go?

But every seed dies before it grows

Do you love me enough to let me go?
Do you love me enough to let me go?
To let me follow through, let me fall for you, my love
Do you love me enough to let me go?

Breathe it in and let it go
Every breath you take is not yours to own
It's not your to hold
Do you love me enough to let me go?

Do you love me enough to let me go?
Do you love me enough to let me go?
To let me follow through, let me fall for you, my love
Do you love me enough to let me go?

Super Love Part II

like in my music post a many splendid thing.
super love is to be able to love over the years, through thick and thin
sick and health
crazy and sane
fights and peace

thats love.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Super Love

so the song definately has grown on me over the years. and its something ive been thinking about lately, just amusingly about my future relationship, but this was the first time i have seen this video.

anywhoisit more about my view of this song in "Super Love: part II"

enjoy the creepy old men in tights. haha, and his sweet crazy act of love towards the lady.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

its Christmas Time

Sooo...Christmas is like a week away...which is CRAZY!!!

i'm not ready, but i am.

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He sustained me! I stayed up on average until 5 a.m. each day and then sleep for 3-4 hrs before each final.

I'm every form of the word "exhausted"

but the Lord shall bring me rest, and i am resting.
tonight my best friend is staying with me in the dorm while i pack for tomorrow.
he's sleeping now, while i skype with Raina ^^
she's awesome, and i can't wait to see her over Christmas break.

tonight gonna watch The Men Who Stare at Goats and Zombieland


so back to CHRISTMAS!!!
Phil Wickham is my favorite worship leader, and he has a beautiful, wonderful, christmas album.
check out some previews

that and Cellofourte's tribute album to skillet are the two CD's im listening to the most right now. yeah its Christmas and i like this:

i do want to inspire people.
enjoy yourself this season
Jesus is the reason for it.
love, laugh, live...

Saturday, December 4, 2010

She does sing beautifully...

The Movement comes in slow
It's a tune we both should know
But the walls are thin
So we keep our voices low

You're a bird with a pretty mouth
You're a bird with songs to shout
And the same refrain continues
Singing out
If you love her let her go
She sings beautiful and slow
A tune that only caged birds know

So you're in nashville on the phone
And I'm back here at home
And the words are new
But I recognize the tone

If you love her let her go
She's beautifully composed
A tune that only caged birds know

My love goes free...
My love goes free...
My love goes free...


* im emotional sometimes
* i don't like to assume...but its hard not to sometimes
* i was going to watch a movie tonight...but most movies i want to see will have a relative love story intertwined in it...and tonight thats not what my heart needs
* i wish i didnt get so jealous...
they're not objects we keep forever, they are individuals that need freedom...
to choose their life
their job
their passions
their love
* i'll be okay
time to pull out my sword...
i could use a good read.

Friday, December 3, 2010

it's Christmas time!

sooo to sum up the crud in my life:
my spiritual walk with God, was only music, mentor sessions, and sunday mornings.

thats why my world was collasping

thats why ive had negative effects after my mentor meetings

thats why my roommate, and my darling were

mad at me, are hurt by me, do not know this me

i felt alone...

so very much, i didn't know wait to say...
its not easy

im not gonna let this Christmas season suck
Praise be to God for showing me these faults, and guide me to be my own person again. my old self, as i grow in my new self.
Happy Christmas.