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Tuesday, May 26, 2009


So today, on my way to pcik up my sister from piano practice, I looked out into the sky as one of my favorite songs by phil wickham played, and had a moment of complete total satisfaction. I felt fully content in every aspect of my life. Of course there are new experiances i would like to taste, and old ones i would want to revisit, but those would be extra icing on my perfectly baked cake that is my life.
As i continued to drive, as well as observe the gloriousness of the colorful sky and all that inhabit it, I tried to figure out wht i felt this way. Only to realize that i was complete in Him. I was embracing my life, by handing it over to God. Trusting Him with all the things that clutter it and potential problems that could harm it. And for ONCE in these last few weeks felt the relaxing power and blessed Hakuna Matata like emotions that are direct results of giving your life to God, and letting Him guide you, and change your life to the way He planned your life to be.
Believe it or not His dreams, goals, and plans for our lives usually are 1000x better than what we could ever make them to be. We need His help.
Are our actions and situations pleasing to Him? or does He have something better for you?

Sunday, May 24, 2009


AHH music sweet sweet music...
it captures the entirety of my soul tonight

the strings consist of such beautimous instruments

Hanz Zimmer is such a magnificent composer
note after note a composition leads the imagination of the souls who dare to dream and listen
may be captured in the emotion filled stories of the measures.

On and on the messages & paintings of music can be interpreted, played, portrayed, composed, written, told, and sung in such immeasurably captivating ways.

~Take my Hand- Shawn McDonald~

Take my hand to the promise land
And on You I want to stand‘Cause I cannot do it on my own
You’re what I need and I need to be
Right by Your side ‘cause I cannot hide
Lord, I know that I need You

Na na na na na na na na na, I need You
Na na na na na na na na na, I need You

Without You I’m so alone
I am weak but You are strong
You pick me up when I’m falling down
And I am cryingOut to You inside of my heart
I need You, Lord, oh so, for the part
I want You to have my life, Jesus
I fall to my knees
And I’m begging You, please, oh, Lord
Won’t You change me
Make me new from the inside out
I want to shout out Your name

~Gravity-Shawn McDonald~
The ways of this world are grabbing a hold
Won’t let me go, won’t let me fly by
It takes it’s toll down on my soul‘Cause I know what I need in my life
Don’t let me lose my sight of You
Don’t let me lose my sight
I don’t want to fall away from You
Gravity is pulling me on down
I don’t want to fall away from You
Gravity is pulling me to the ground
This world keeps making me cry
But I’m going to try, going to try to fly, going to fly high
Don’t want to give into the sin, want to stay in You ‘til the end
Don’t want to lose my sight of You
Don’t want to lose my sight
I want to flyInto the sky
Turn my back on this old world
Leave it all behind
This place is not my home
It’s got nothing for me
Only leaves me emptiness
And tears in my eyes

~Sailing on a Ship- Phil Wickham~

A voice is on the wind
It calls me further in
I'm heading deeper into Your heart
Your mark is on my chest
My sails filled with your breath
You guide me by the light of the stars

I'm sailing on a ship that's bound for life
I wrestle with the wind against the tide
I leave it all behind to each for more
I'm sailing on to Your golden shore

Though skies go blue to grey
And I'm thrown from wave to wave
You still will hear these lungs singing hard
With every storm I faceI find a greater grace
That pulls me deeper into Your heart

I'm sailing on a ship that's bound for life
I wrestle with the wind against the tide
I leave it all behind to each for more
I'm sailing on
To where the water's running sweet and bright
The sun is rising in the eastern sky
I leave it all behind to reach for more
I'm sailing on to Your golden shore

~Divine Romance- Phil Wickham~

The fullness of Your grace is here with me
The richness of Your beauty’s all I see
The brightness of Your glory has arrived
In Your presence God, I’m completely satisfied
For You I sing I dance Rejoice in this divine romance
Lift my heart and my hands
To show my love, to show my love

A deep deep flood, an Ocean flows from You
Of deep deep love, yeah it’s filling up the room
Your innocent blood, has washed my guilty life
In Your presence God I’m completely satisfied

Friday, May 22, 2009


what im expecting from this new portal
on the internet into my vast mind *spaces for rent
1 cent for each thought*

I have never really had a blog before 5:13 today, but was completely mezmorized by the blog of someone i consider a close friend, and thereby fell into this mysterious want of a blogging space of my one...

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