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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Wednesday recollection the stillness

june bugs, purring to the mama nature
the filtered water dripping into my fish tank
words being typed onto the screen
The score to 'The Phantom of the Opera' playing throughout the depths of my mind

ive come here,again, to question myself regain control over myself versus...letting my unconscieous spirit loose with the emotions, feelings, whims, along idle moments that apparate frequently amidst my life.

My mother cautiously asked why i was being short today...short tempered.

I knew i had been off and on...but hadn't questioned it. It didn't perturb me like it should. I know not what my flesh is doing or reasons behind my souls frequent desertions from body of a home.

I do believe i ignorantly send it away, every moment not spent in a somewhat righteous or God...Christ like thinking. This is not to suggest that anyone strives 24/7 365 days a year to be in a pure or holy mindset, and attitude. However in spite of the can be done with a genuine, and repentive, mindset that can is composed with integrity. A person with such a heart of confidence, fear, and determination can live on this earth. With the help of Jesus they can live a incredibly similar lifestyle that He blessing, loving others, while pointing them towards God.

My shortness, and a few other signs are symptoms of my separation from God. I need to spend some genuine time with Him...I need to 'Be still and know that He is God' (Psalm 46:10) so that i find myself wasting life in the idle moments it brings

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

My Thought Express

*imagine a 1930's southern mans' accent telling this story*

Life is splendor and we are the wind. Or more properly stated "gone with the wind"

We are not followers but rather partakers in its thrill of adventure that is mighty flexible to any and every circumstance. My friends and I would the authority call "criminals" but others see ourselves differrently...We live for the moments, that draw us together. We love what we do and we do what we love; plain an' simple.

Today flirting with the beaches of Destin, tomorrow watching the sunrise over the Smokies. There are side trips that we make in order to live such a life. Requires guns, girls and confidence to love off of Banks, trains, and automobiles; the neccessities to life's sustainability.

Girls are essential. They are emotional and many a time they are confusing. Darling put the her cart berfore the horse so that we could not see the horse that caused sorrow and frustration into her cart...may have to shoot that horse. ...nawh don't reckon I would honestly shoot down whatever it is...but I sure as oxygen want it good and gone from my Darling.

"We were having so much fun today, we're not thinking about tomorrow..." unfortunatley we've found out the harder way...that has proven the redecision in our motto...some misfortunate deaths have occured amidst the group and we know our time is coming to a close.

Time for the Train. It is coming into town just to meet us.

I've got my girl, my basette hound, a stringed guitar and a empty canvas...LETS GO