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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Live Love

is really all there is to do...

life is full of emotions, risks, challenges...
i choose to learn about love
discover new aspects,
and how to use them...
love is not all romance and eros
love is a pleothora of somethings...
i love my family
my friends
my enemies
and my God
so yeah im living..and i love...

Thursday, July 15, 2010


i had my appendix taken out, suprised me with cramps, and wouldnt stop till i got it out. which did involve me getting medically violated during a CT scan...*shudders* this adventure, cancelled my plans for the rest of the week, i was staffing at youth camp, now im at my house, watching movies, doodling, and reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows...for the 2nd time ( iwanna be refreshed beforethe movie comes out)

anyways life is eventful, and its good to be loved...

speaking of love, im a(no suprise) having trouble letting go, but i have, but i havent, because i would like to, but i cant, but i will, it just seems like i wont, but i can, i just love her. and would like to be with her.

meanwhile, God opened a door for a dating relationship, *Plot twist* but im praying about it, and we'll see what happens.

then of course theres doors, which arent clearly opened or closed, but may or may not be waiting for me...

i have 3 basic paths to choose from...

and thats a nutshell of my life right now. :) :P :) :/ :P

Monday, July 5, 2010


the David to my Jonathan's birthday is on July 4th, thats what i celebrated.
sure i celebrated our freedom in U.S.A.
but my freedom in Christ is something more important to relfect on,
and matt's birthday
i love that guy sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much
i shot off my own fireworks yesterday, the most fun, was acting like a wizard, with some roman candles.... AVADA CADAVERA!!!!!!
doesn't know what to do about these feelings, i need a place to store them...basically i would like a bank account for heart points, so i can choose wisely and have better control how much of me, i give to someone
this song brightened my day (its a classic)
"zzzzZip pa Dee do dah Ziiip pa Dee day... wonderful feelings..wonderful day.
mister blue bird's on my shoulder."
Pineapple Express is a hilarious movie. Hats off to James Franco, who knew he could be that funny?!
God is persistantly guiding me to do what is right. and i am being an ass aka very stubborn as i follow, but its getting easier everyday. making responsible/mature descisions for the most part.
family guy star wars are the bestest
swimming with Sara& Shauni in the morning will be entertaining
DONUTS!!!! woohoooooo
ive got a pink dino silly band