More, mucho, More

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Chewing my own tongue

i give you with the finest flower in the field
i love you
but ive hidden thorns on it
i don't care about you
your pierced; bleeding
...
i ask why your bleeding?
honestly i love you...
you still bleed
i really do
blood hits the ground
...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Mumford and Sons

I'm a Little Lion Man

Weep for yourself, my man,
you'll never be what is in your heart
weep little lion man,
you're not as brave as you were at the start
rate yourself and rake yourself,
take all the courage you have left
wasted on fixing all the problems
that you made in your own head

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?
didn't I, my...

tremble for yourself, my man,
you know that you have seen this all before
tremble little lion man,
you'll never settle for any of your scores
your grace is wasted in your face,
your boldness stands alone among the wreck
learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?
didn't I, my dear?

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?
didn't I, my dear?

Resting

i wake up each day with regret,
i trapped my life in a net,
God please help me out,
i scream and i shout,
because i may never forget...




im a monster,
i wish i was in your closet.
although that would make me a creeper.
im a monster,
i miss you.
everyday.
im a monster.
one day
i may heal
one day
i might try again
one day
they all will realize
im a monster.







honestly i think the only thing that i can smile about is my curly Roman style gladiator hair...but it doesn't replace what ive slaughtered.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

~CelloFourte~

Skillet is coming out with ALL strings album before Christmas (O.O) WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
I'm so excited
"i stay up late alot...not because i can't sleep. mainly because...oh i dunno, its something different every night; homework, catering job, 30 seconds to mars concert, video games, netflix, glee, flight of the concords (both who voiced in the same simpsons episode), reading, and talking."
haven't blogged in awhile
i love music
God is pretty awesome
i went for a walk tonight, talked and enjoyed the outside
also i watched some flight of the concords, which i really really really like now
i also like:
my hair,
Legend of the Guardians the owls of Gahoole
zingers,
Halo Reach,
Deathly Hallows Part 1 trailers,
Thor trailers,
piano,
undershirts,
Photoshop
life has been rough lately, my fault...undeniably my fault
wondering where to go from here..