To those who believe in The Light

This is a call to arms, gather soldiers
Time to go to war
This is a battle song, brothers and sisters
Time to go to war

Did you ever believe?
Were you ever a dreamer?
Ever imagine heart open and free?
Did you ever deny?
Were you ever a traitor?
Ever in love with your bloodless disease?

This is a call to arms, gather soldiers
Time to go to war
This is a battle song, brothers and sisters
Time to go to war

Ever want to be free?
Do you even remember?
Want to be god and devil like me?
Ever want to just stop?
Do you want to surrender?
Or fight for victory?

Here we are at the start, I can feel the beating of our hearts
Here we are at the start...

Darkness falls, here comes the rain to wash away the past and the names
Darkness falls, here comes the rain to end it all, the blood and the game

Far, far away in a land that time can't change
Long, long ago in a place of hearts and gold
Far, far away in a land that time can't change
Long, long ago in a place of hearts and gold

This is a call to arms, gather soliders
Time to go to war (Far, far away...)
This is a battle song, brothers and sisters
Time to go to war (Long, long ago...)
This is a call to arms, gather soliders
Time to go to war (Far, far away...)
This is a battle song, brothers and sisters
Time to go to war

This is a call to arms, way of the night
This is a battle song, way of the night

Love comes

ive gathered that this is a new phase in life.
they change rather often or rather slow.
im coming to a point where i can recognize the phases...

Phillip's phase for this school year:

*focusing on relationships, mind you*

my best friend, my fetus brother and i are not going to be able to spend as much time together

i will cherish the weekends

my friend kelsey says we will be hanging out more

i will enjoy this

my dear raina is six hours away and cannot come home

i will do my best to go and visit her at least once both semesters

my good friend michael kreider is my suitemate for the skool year

i will rejoice and grow with him, in Him

my covenant brother colin has gone off to skool again

we have been growing apart for lack of communication...i will play my part in praying thru this relationship issues

~another part of the phase~

also i will have to learn how to control my jealously, when i am a friend i cannot be jealous...

i will rejoice in my solitude, while being active in my new community

(confusing isnt it, haha)

i will discover a little more of who i am by doing so

sometime i will find an open door and start to casually date

diving deeper into prayer and creative art worship

theres more but i cant recall it...no matter. this is the most notable...

Hakuna Matata

Love,

Phillip

im back

i went on an alazkan cruise with my family

it took being away to realize how much i loved her

got to zipline

got to ghetto dogsled

got to see at least 13 humpback whales

saw dolphins, glaciers, eagles, harbor and stellar seals

i swam in the cruiseships swimming pools

i read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows...

for the second time (it was just as good a 2nd time)

i read the first part of Soul Cravings

my Soul craves intimacy...very badly

oh yeah AND

i ate

and i ate

and i ate somemore

and i prolly pooped just as many times as i ate, which is redonkulous

TMI, I know

i would really like to go back to Seattle

the city is beautiful, the weather is pratically perfect

ANYWAYS

im back

and its

okay

...

twins

a couple of weeks ago me and my fetus brother Matthew, both admitted to wanting to casually start dating the same girl. i realized it/ confronted him about...that was a funny awkward conversation but we are growing closer togther strengthing our friendship better still, in these awkward moments.

hey, it was bound to happen, we have the same interests and now we admit to having the same interests in girls. haha we weren't really that suprised.

well heres to an eventful year! *raises glass*

Ridiculous!!

if a boggart were near to me, it would probably change into a baby...actually no no idk it would turn into some personified form of rejection or dissappointment. like if i had let down someone...or if someone rejected me. idk.


anyways, i have been ridiculous and so have they, our season was two years ago, and we just now discovered it. and we cant...

but we will carry on, because we need each other.

Inception

...its not a movie, its an experiance

GO AND SEE IT!!!!!!!!!

Live Love

is really all there is to do...

life is full of emotions, risks, challenges...

choices

i choose to learn about love

discover new aspects,

types

and how to use them...

love is not all romance and eros

love is a pleothora of somethings...

i love my family

my friends

my enemies

and my God

so yeah im living..and i love...

wellpers...

i had my appendix taken out, suprised me with cramps, and wouldnt stop till i got it out. which did involve me getting medically violated during a CT scan...*shudders* this adventure, cancelled my plans for the rest of the week, i was staffing at youth camp, now im at my house, watching movies, doodling, and reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows...for the 2nd time ( iwanna be refreshed beforethe movie comes out)

anyways life is eventful, and its good to be loved...

speaking of love, im a(no suprise) having trouble letting go, but i have, but i havent, because i would like to, but i cant, but i will, it just seems like i wont, but i can, i just love her. and would like to be with her.

meanwhile, God opened a door for a dating relationship, *Plot twist* but im praying about it, and we'll see what happens.

then of course theres doors, which arent clearly opened or closed, but may or may not be waiting for me...

i have 3 basic paths to choose from...

and thats a nutshell of my life right now. :) :P :) :/ :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW

the David to my Jonathan's birthday is on July 4th, thats what i celebrated.

sure i celebrated our freedom in U.S.A.

but my freedom in Christ is something more important to relfect on,

and matt's birthday

i love that guy sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much

i shot off my own fireworks yesterday, the most fun, was acting like a wizard, with some roman candles.... AVADA CADAVERA!!!!!!

doesn't know what to do about these feelings, i need a place to store them...basically i would like a bank account for heart points, so i can choose wisely and have better control how much of me, i give to someone

this song brightened my day (its a classic)

"zzzzZip pa Dee do dah Ziiip pa Dee day... wonderful feelings..wonderful day.

mister blue bird's on my shoulder."

Pineapple Express is a hilarious movie. Hats off to James Franco, who knew he could be that funny?!

God is persistantly guiding me to do what is right. and i am being an ass aka very stubborn as i follow, but its getting easier everyday. making responsible/mature descisions for the most part.

family guy star wars are the bestest

swimming with Sara& Shauni in the morning will be entertaining

DONUTS!!!! woohoooooo

wellpers...goodnight

ive got a pink dino silly band

^^

Sanctus Real

read the title again! say it out loud. doesnt it sound so cool? thats a bands name, im not entirely in love with them, but two of their songs: 'Forgiven', and 'I'll show you how to live' have really give me joy, in these sea swept days of discover. so please check em out, go find it on youtube, lol.

the Toy Story trilogy is 99% without a doubt my favorite trilogy of all time. :)

wellpers, life goes on...

and i can't help but miss her...i dare say i'll have an explaination for her one day when she asks "why?"

i want to be there, but...lots of variables fall into play...ugh that stupid boy.. throwing away what must have been a great 3ish years, dummbutt...he's gonna regret that .

Tim Hughes is definately a new favorite worship leader, coming in 3rd place of my all time favs:

#3 Tim Hughes

#2 David Crowder

#1 Phil Wickham

well sons and daughters,

life is here

live in the moment

find out who you are

where and with who do you find the most peace?

discover your passion and go immerse your self in it

find an elite fistful of friends who bring out the best in you

when you find them

never let go

above all else live love

and laugh as much as possible...

P.S. check out the music video for the song "Forgiven" by Sanctus Real