Sanctus Real

read the title again! say it out loud. doesnt it sound so cool? thats a bands name, im not entirely in love with them, but two of their songs: 'Forgiven', and 'I'll show you how to live' have really give me joy, in these sea swept days of discover. so please check em out, go find it on youtube, lol.

the Toy Story trilogy is 99% without a doubt my favorite trilogy of all time. :)

wellpers, life goes on...

and i can't help but miss her...i dare say i'll have an explaination for her one day when she asks "why?"

i want to be there, but...lots of variables fall into play...ugh that stupid boy.. throwing away what must have been a great 3ish years, dummbutt...he's gonna regret that .

Tim Hughes is definately a new favorite worship leader, coming in 3rd place of my all time favs:

#3 Tim Hughes

#2 David Crowder

#1 Phil Wickham

well sons and daughters,

life is here

live in the moment

find out who you are

where and with who do you find the most peace?

discover your passion and go immerse your self in it

find an elite fistful of friends who bring out the best in you

when you find them

never let go

above all else live love

and laugh as much as possible...

P.S. check out the music video for the song "Forgiven" by Sanctus Real

Until Lambs become Lions

Happy Birthday to me...happy birthday to me...



















9 of my closeknit friends took me to the Drive-In!!!!!!!!!!!! thats one thing i can check off of my bucket list. :) apart from the bugs it was splendiferous. They are a lot of fun, and mean so much to me :)
sweet memories.

one quote of the night: "Favorite thing about my birthday...my birthday suit!"
hahaha thats my best friend speaking on my behalf.

Shrek Forever After is a great movie. in my dvd collection it will be as follows: Shrek, Shrek 2, and Shrek Forever After. (Shrek 3 was aweful)

my birthday wish is: the ability to fly.

i have plans for that day when i receive the gift of flight (personal flight, by myself, like iron man or peter pan)

anyways... realistically i wanted herpes (from sara), but that didnt happen. :/

wellpers, im through, going to go read my birthday psalm (this year is psalm 19) and listen to thousand foot krutch

Getsamkuntswerk

bet you don't know what that means!

Getsamkuntswerk:

Noun; German. Total artwork; an artistic creation, as the music dramas of Richard Wagner, that syntesizes the elements of music, drama, spectacle, and dance.

i learned it because i did a research power pointy assignment on Elliot Peter Earls, who is in FACT a "certified oddball". One of his series is a (insert above german word) that syntesizes animation, spoken word poetry, motion graphics, interactivity, computer programming, pop song, pop song fragments, prints, photography, short digital film clips and objects.

anyways enough about that joker, (im gonna go beastmode on my powerpoint presentation of him today, Glory be to God)

Wellpers, in continuation of my last post, i still miss you, and i would like to talk, but idk when we could or if you'd want to. definately decided last time we met about the danger, and so ineviatable gotta move on. just kinda want to talk about that.

BUT lets (im addressing all readers again) talk about what i did yesternight.

I laughed until i was teary eyed.

i came off as a racist.

my friends are outrageous, dont always think before they speak, but they are amazing.

rocked out to 30seconds to Mars on the way home(s)

Then Shorty called me!! and we talked 'for a quick sec' which actually was like 30 minutes

and i quote (myself):

"it is times like these that make life worth living"

good stuff...thank you all my friends not only the ones mentioned above but all of ya'll. :)

To:______

I strongly dislike how much I care about you...

aka...i miss you too..

dos dias

plain and simple yesterday april 23 was a goxoxd day :P

lots of trust and sunshine.

Also I got to work with my best friend in the entire world, Matthew. :D

I mean to say, he got hired to my catering company at least for the summer.

thats going to be muy DIVERTIDO

As for today, most of my plans fell through, EXCEPT theres still is a possibilty that tonight my dad and i will go see

The Losers

that will be fun. :)

Waco, glee, & gurls Alamode

Monday, I took a road trip with two of my friends, to attend a Fundraiser concert at Baylor university, which raised money to help send my friend and her two friends, go to india mission trip, this summer.
It was great, because she did not know we where coming, and when we showed up, she cried some, in overwhelming joy. :) i was suprised, because i did not know we were going to be that much of a blessing to her. anyways the bands/singers, were good but she was the best lol. it was good stuff. i heard more on how much she felt blessed by the three of us coming, on two accounts, one being from her father. Definately feeling super happy about it.

so GLEE is fueled by superficial, shallow, but complex, high school drama teachers and students combined. and ive just gotta say that these first two episodes of the new season have been incredulously drama packed. its good stuff.

also i am still kinda stuck....in the whole relationshippo thoughtz, but will carry on carry on......

the Christian song of the night is "Beautiful" by Shawn Macdonald
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIfuYyBAlRU
the secular song of the night is "Need you Now" by Lady Antebellum http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB7T3lJ3dZ4

quote of the night: "Phillip loves hearing about how beautiful he is."

this statement is true, but 'love' might be a hyperbole....just appreciates it every once in while lol...and if its in a awesome romanticized situation, you bet your bottom dollar i do.

haha, well thats all for now

TTFN

Theres this creeper...

..who i know, but i dont know. ive got like two ta four guesses, who she might be.

anyways she's been reading my blog, formspringing me, and probably alot of other stuff i need not to know about.

pretty much, she laid down some conviction in the comments box of my last post....and yeah.

i apologize for seemingly obessing over my first love, who apparently everyone knows, in some strange/ awkward way or another.

so yeah, going be working on...moving on....ugh.

actually i have been trying to find myself in the weeks as of late, and its been only slightly productive, because "with every channel on, we don't know where we belong." which for me, is quite true, ive watched a bazillion movies, tv shows, and youtubes, this semester, and its blows my mind. but in the end i need to find myself with little outside influence.

so yeah, 'touche' creeper. God used you. and He got me good, as usual. definately wasnt expecting that.

anyways,
goodnight my creeper(s)

Emery week begins

im donating my ears to the band Emery this week.

also:
ive had very strong urges, dreams, thoughts of a second chance with her.........

however its seemingly....a dream only.

ive had little talk with any of my female friends, unless they iniate the conversation with me, we won't talk. i will respond and converse with them if they decide to talk to me, but im trying to not start my own conversations, simply because i feel that....idk... my relationship with God needs to stabilize and i need to stop obessing about fallin in love and marrying the girl he has for me. for the time being....

its killing me.... a lot is changing. im becoming incredbily estudious and pwning the majority of my skool work, and it alongside my responsibilties at church is quite good at taking up the mass majority of my time and energy etc. i just need to find a transition to finding peace and joy in my solitude with God.

if she came, if she called me, i would answer...its a terrifying...yet...still... a beautiful dream....

:) :/ :(

drawing

top two girls await to see their loves

Wendy floating outside the open window.

Alice sitting/dreaming on the window sill.

bottom two guys been living without their loves, thinking they would never see them again.

Peter been restlessly sleeping for awhile.

Mad Hatter curling up under his fabrics...

Suprises

Today was a day, where i was bestowed a nice suprise.
She came to my house, without warning.
I dont think i can express how suprised i was. She was the last person i would have expected to show up on my doorstep. She came and we talked and it was a bittersweet (more sweet than bitter) restart to our friendship.


Life is goes on....
2010 has been a very unpredictable ride so far...
and i like it.


also i have lots of english hmwk, and poly sci studying to do for next week...pray for me.